In which I pretend people are waiting for me to address this…

By joankelly6000

I am not responding to hardly any of the great comments people have left me, and I just wanted to note that it’s not because I didn’t love the comments.  I sure do love your comments.  One reason I am failing in that area and also emails is because I have been consumed with busyness in helping my boss and her girlfriend get ready to be married tomorrow.  On top of regular job duties.  Which just means busier during the day (not, thankfully, crazy-longer days) and exhausted at the end of it. 

Also, sometimes right now the most I can tolerate feeling, in terms of love-volume, reaches its peak when I *read* your words – on your own blogs, too – and maybe I will have a little smartass comment steam of my own left to drop on your comment threads here and there, but often it’s almost like I emotionally short-out at a certain point and then that’s it for me for the rest of the day.  I realize how weird that must sound.  It is temporary at least.  And this is not a cry for help post!  :)   I actually am okay, as far as I define okay (I have a good life and I love a lot of people and get to have good times with many of those I love, and I’m not hungry and my bed’s soft and almost all the time I have hot water and air conditioning when I want each of them, etc….). 

I just am semi-obsessed with many of you, that is the real issue!  It’s true, I am emotionally invested in how I feel about you, as a result of how your writing has made me feel.  So when I feel like I’m not saying the things that go through my head about you, or I’m not responding to something you said that I really liked and that you were kind enough to leave here, I end up wanting to issue a world wide alert that IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S ME.  hee

Anyway, I hope you all have a good weekend.  Oo!  Extra special hopes for good weekendness also to AMC-attenders.  I can’t wait to read all about it.

One Response to “In which I pretend people are waiting for me to address this…”

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